enoughs enough
ok so this is it. im fucking sick of this shit.
im tired of being everyones emotional fucking trash can!
yeah you have problems.
but for fucks sake, so do i!
i will listen, but how about this concept, how about you listen to me!
theres about 3 or 4 people who actually listen to me(even though one of them i haven't seen in forever) but she still listens, and is there more for me then some people who i see every fucking day! its a mutual conversation.
and then theres the whole "lets make brian look like an ass in front of people to make myself look better. but in the end i always whine to him about my problems and expect him to be there." kind of people
so this is a big fuck you to them!
im so fucking done with this shit.
thats it no more being fucking nice.
i was reminded the other day about how big of an asshole i was at times in highschool. well guess what i think that its time to show that side of my life to some people again. i was never used in highschool, never walked all over. if i said something, i 90% of the time meant it, and wouldn't apologize for it. but now i look at myself, and i listen to people tell me how fucking nice i am. well guess what being nice got me nowhere. so its about high time to say fuck this shit and go back to my old ways.
we all have our vices. here are some of mine
and if your shocked by more then one of the following
then obviously you don't know me as well as you thought
i masturbate (don't think that i can get through a day without it)
i smoke pot(i used to do it a lot, almost as much as i masturbated.)
i drink a lot.(not all the time, but when i drink i DRINK)
i smoke cloves
i hate a lot of people(most of whom will never know)
im lazy
i have no direction in my life
i can't save money right now if my life depended on it
i lie(not a lot, but hey i do, and at least i admit it.)
i really don't have a religious faith(baptized lutheran though)
so thats about it.
if your shocked
thats cool
if you think any differently about me
thats cool
if you don't like me anymore because of that.
your fucking loss
the reason behind all of that is the simple fact that i want to get it all out on the table. i don't care anymore. time to start being truly honest with myself and everyone else for that matter.
a person can only take so much shit from their "friends" before they snap
a person can only be lead on for so long before they snap
a person can only keep so much bottled in before they snap
guess what....
i just snapped
later daze
brian
im tired of being everyones emotional fucking trash can!
yeah you have problems.
but for fucks sake, so do i!
i will listen, but how about this concept, how about you listen to me!
theres about 3 or 4 people who actually listen to me(even though one of them i haven't seen in forever) but she still listens, and is there more for me then some people who i see every fucking day! its a mutual conversation.
and then theres the whole "lets make brian look like an ass in front of people to make myself look better. but in the end i always whine to him about my problems and expect him to be there." kind of people
so this is a big fuck you to them!
im so fucking done with this shit.
thats it no more being fucking nice.
i was reminded the other day about how big of an asshole i was at times in highschool. well guess what i think that its time to show that side of my life to some people again. i was never used in highschool, never walked all over. if i said something, i 90% of the time meant it, and wouldn't apologize for it. but now i look at myself, and i listen to people tell me how fucking nice i am. well guess what being nice got me nowhere. so its about high time to say fuck this shit and go back to my old ways.
we all have our vices. here are some of mine
and if your shocked by more then one of the following
then obviously you don't know me as well as you thought
i masturbate (don't think that i can get through a day without it)
i smoke pot(i used to do it a lot, almost as much as i masturbated.)
i drink a lot.(not all the time, but when i drink i DRINK)
i smoke cloves
i hate a lot of people(most of whom will never know)
im lazy
i have no direction in my life
i can't save money right now if my life depended on it
i lie(not a lot, but hey i do, and at least i admit it.)
i really don't have a religious faith(baptized lutheran though)
so thats about it.
if your shocked
thats cool
if you think any differently about me
thats cool
if you don't like me anymore because of that.
your fucking loss
the reason behind all of that is the simple fact that i want to get it all out on the table. i don't care anymore. time to start being truly honest with myself and everyone else for that matter.
a person can only take so much shit from their "friends" before they snap
a person can only be lead on for so long before they snap
a person can only keep so much bottled in before they snap
guess what....
i just snapped
later daze
brian