My little story's growing way too long...
Once again, I don't know where I would be or what I would do without music.
Today's workout was to Goldfinger: Open Your Eyes, and Hang-Ups. Something about the music; maybe the chords and lyrics combined with the sound of my feet hitting the pavement and the weights clanking together, i dunno. But it helps me free myself and release. Music and exorcize is my outlet inwhich to release i suppose.
So I realized last night/this morning how much i loathe alcohol. I hate what it does to people, I hate how people use it to solve their problems, I hate what it has done to my family, and I hate the nausiating feeling that come after drinking. Maybe I am scapegoating a bit, since I don't think there is anything wrong with cooking with alcohol (after all, one of my favorite meals is penne a la vodka) or having a drink in moderation. It is just the excess I suppose that I detest.
i sit there at the bar
i wonder what i've done
should i just fuck it all
or should i
go back home
cause if i take that drink
i might as well just die
and if i kill myself
i'd be giving up my try
Kudos to the man of rock and roll, John Feldmann
Today's workout was to Goldfinger: Open Your Eyes, and Hang-Ups. Something about the music; maybe the chords and lyrics combined with the sound of my feet hitting the pavement and the weights clanking together, i dunno. But it helps me free myself and release. Music and exorcize is my outlet inwhich to release i suppose.
So I realized last night/this morning how much i loathe alcohol. I hate what it does to people, I hate how people use it to solve their problems, I hate what it has done to my family, and I hate the nausiating feeling that come after drinking. Maybe I am scapegoating a bit, since I don't think there is anything wrong with cooking with alcohol (after all, one of my favorite meals is penne a la vodka) or having a drink in moderation. It is just the excess I suppose that I detest.
i sit there at the bar
i wonder what i've done
should i just fuck it all
or should i
go back home
cause if i take that drink
i might as well just die
and if i kill myself
i'd be giving up my try
Kudos to the man of rock and roll, John Feldmann