Aug 27, 2004 12:54
Gotta break a sweat man gotta go bust out
Biddy by by by by
Good-bye to the drout, yea
So here I am, back at Stetson, for my final year. I've lived through twenty-one years, a feat I honestly did not think would be accomplished a few years back. While we all have experiences in our lives, good and bad, no one has the right to say they have it worse off than another, for "what is food to one man is bitter poison to another." Thanks Pitts.
So this is it; the start of a new year, the end of a chapter in life. The end of a lifestyle really. While I know I will look back at these times in fondness, I am not sad to see them leave, for this world we create is exactly that. life is what we make it. have no fears, for we are in control, and there is nothing to fear when you trust in yourself.
Its funny how the people we befriend can have an effect on us. JRC recently came down for my birthday, and man, I fuckin love that guy. Big Joe also is here for a ten day stint, and I love that guy too. And it made me think to all my friends from around the way, and how I would not be the Fig that I know and love if it wasn't for the people in my life. So to everyone out there, thank you. regardless of where our relationships have grown or severed, we all share bits of our incompetence with one another, and make us think a little more.
Funny how now that I am embarking to leave school, that I have a new found quest for knowledge and learning. I really like to learn new things, and reconsider everything that I have known. If I had more money I would love to enroll in some philosophy courses. Expand your mind; free yourself.
I feel that I have reached an anxious patience in life right now. As if I am waiting for something. I don't know what I'm waiting for, and I know I shouldn't be waiting for anything since I can go out and make things happen. Maybe it's just because of the new milestone in my life or whatnot. either way, it'll give me something new to think about while i run.
So kudos to Bean and Jackie. Also, to P who is going off to William Patterson, and how told me the most amazing story while he was in Target. All 30 Tv's in the tv section were playing "Give it Up." wow, who would have ever thought that *M would be turning into something bigger. But hey, I never thought 311 would ever turn out a greatest hits album.
Well, it's off to ResLife to pick up forms that I forgot to get. Then off to read about the teachings of Aristotle on the deck.
"However far away I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you..."