I forget where I come from, and I don't care
Back in Jersey. In many ways, it's awesome. It's always good to go back, but man this place has changed dramatically. I went to visit my old neighbors, and I couldn't believe how different the old neighborhood looked. Oh well, times change. people change. life continues.
For the first time I looked at 37 Greenfield Rd and felt no connection to it. it was simply just another house in a town busting at it's seams.
I no longer feel the need to be associated with a place to make me feel like me. I can't explain it, and as I repeatedly have been saying for a week: words do no justice to what I mean. I have had a major breakthrough the last month. Rob calls it my soul search. It's funny, since I've never had more shit happen to me in life at one time than now, but I guess im just dealing with things differently. I'm in a different mindset. Honestly, I see life totally different. You can say its from actually having time to myself for thinking, it can be from listening to the new *Midtown, or talkin to Gabe. Whatever you wanna call it, all I can say is that I see things different now. I don't know what really sparked it, but I don't care. Maybe it's simply growing up.
For the first time I looked at 37 Greenfield Rd and felt no connection to it. it was simply just another house in a town busting at it's seams.
I no longer feel the need to be associated with a place to make me feel like me. I can't explain it, and as I repeatedly have been saying for a week: words do no justice to what I mean. I have had a major breakthrough the last month. Rob calls it my soul search. It's funny, since I've never had more shit happen to me in life at one time than now, but I guess im just dealing with things differently. I'm in a different mindset. Honestly, I see life totally different. You can say its from actually having time to myself for thinking, it can be from listening to the new *Midtown, or talkin to Gabe. Whatever you wanna call it, all I can say is that I see things different now. I don't know what really sparked it, but I don't care. Maybe it's simply growing up.