Everybody is just a stranger, but that's the danger in going my own wayleendivaMay 13 2004, 10:39:44 UTC
i'm glad you're at least calm.
unfortunately for myself and others, depression is not a state of mind. you've told me before that you don't understand what triggers my depression. my depression is a chemical imbalance. it comes and goes, for what reason i don't know. you had a reason you were depressed, i on the other hand, can cry for days without knowing exactly WHAT i'm crying about.
i love you like crazy, and i hate/d seeing you depressed. this summer will be great for us both. take time to enjoy the small things in life. the power naps, ice cream (which to both our knowledge we hate, but love at the same time), beaches, sleeping in, friends, NJ, and all the small things.
i know i don't bring much satisfaction with the advice i give, but i give what i can, and i do it because i care about you.
Re: Everybody is just a stranger, but that's the danger in going my own wayleendivaMay 15 2004, 09:35:46 UTC
you can believe what you want to believe. if that helps you get over depression, so be it. i on the other hand believe that i have a problem with myself. not a state of mind problem. i believe when a doctor gives me the medicine i need, that it helps me focus more and not be so depressed. so fine, maybe they could give me sugar pills or whatever and it could "cure" my depression. but let me believe whatever i want to believe. and my life doesn't fucking suck you asshole. i have a great life. compared to a lot of people, my life is amazing. people would kill for my life. at certain points, sure, i'm upset about things that happen in my life, but NEVER do i think that my entire life has just sucked ass. i'm thankful everyday for what i have. i'm thankful for my friends, family, even your sorry ass. Yes, I care about you loser. I respect your opinions, and see where you're comning from with this post. but see where i'm coming from too k?
unfortunately for myself and others, depression is not a state of mind. you've told me before that you don't understand what triggers my depression. my depression is a chemical imbalance. it comes and goes, for what reason i don't know. you had a reason you were depressed, i on the other hand, can cry for days without knowing exactly WHAT i'm crying about.
i love you like crazy, and i hate/d seeing you depressed. this summer will be great for us both. take time to enjoy the small things in life. the power naps, ice cream (which to both our knowledge we hate, but love at the same time), beaches, sleeping in, friends, NJ, and all the small things.
i know i don't bring much satisfaction with the advice i give, but i give what i can, and i do it because i care about you.
mCl - always and forever
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