An action packed weekend becomes an introspective one
Where do I even start? Started hanging out with someone that is big into the leather scene this week. I know Atlanta doesn't have really have one, but he just moved here like me. It really got me thinking about my experiences with the leather community and how much I enjoyed it and miss it. This started off a chain reaction of thoughts. It started with a debate between the benefits of having a boy as opposed to a partner, and spiraled from there. It ended with me contemplating What exactly I'm looking for both in my love life (I seem to be showing husband hunting tendancies even though I know the last thing I need is a relationship) and for life in general. Throw into that trying to figure out why I feel down every time I see someone cute that doesn't even know I exist and my hesitancy to say hi to new people and I'm just a ball of nerves right now!