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So it has been a month since a I had last talked to you and it has gone pretty darn well. I think I have mastered the getting over it and getting on with my life phase. See i had closure when i realized you werent who I thought you were, and that put things all in perspective.
So I have been invited to a graduation party where you are going to be and quite frankly 95% of me doesnt even want to see you, but the other 5% wants to go and just be seen as this happy person i am with out you. Plus there is a chance I could meet the girl that you never told me about. that could be interesting because she is either 1. SOmeone you are settling for, just like the girls you dated right before me, you know the ones with kids, that smoke, and are nothign special, the ones you told me you didnt want. or 2. HIgh matience barbie type like your ex stripper girl with fake boobs an face that will treat you like shit, who want you for your money and will leave you in 3 months when they realize u dont have it, then you will call me, type of girl...whom either way you short changed yourself.
MEanwhile I have been dating around. And i tink i finally got the hang of it. I am not going to let soem guy pull on my heart strings so quickly. Yes I do have crush, but at the same time I have a couple of guys I go out with and date, and its nice to have options. I have been going out and staying out till wee hours in the mornign doing absolutly nothing but watching movies, putt putt golf, salsa dancig, watching the sunrise with beautiful men specimens..haha, ya and you know what you arent there to cloud my head with confusion. My only new confusion is, is which guy should i hang out with tonight. So for you, you who will never read this, Thank you for helping me become a stronger person and becoming the women i am...thank you.
So I have been invited to a graduation party where you are going to be and quite frankly 95% of me doesnt even want to see you, but the other 5% wants to go and just be seen as this happy person i am with out you. Plus there is a chance I could meet the girl that you never told me about. that could be interesting because she is either 1. SOmeone you are settling for, just like the girls you dated right before me, you know the ones with kids, that smoke, and are nothign special, the ones you told me you didnt want. or 2. HIgh matience barbie type like your ex stripper girl with fake boobs an face that will treat you like shit, who want you for your money and will leave you in 3 months when they realize u dont have it, then you will call me, type of girl...whom either way you short changed yourself.
MEanwhile I have been dating around. And i tink i finally got the hang of it. I am not going to let soem guy pull on my heart strings so quickly. Yes I do have crush, but at the same time I have a couple of guys I go out with and date, and its nice to have options. I have been going out and staying out till wee hours in the mornign doing absolutly nothing but watching movies, putt putt golf, salsa dancig, watching the sunrise with beautiful men specimens..haha, ya and you know what you arent there to cloud my head with confusion. My only new confusion is, is which guy should i hang out with tonight. So for you, you who will never read this, Thank you for helping me become a stronger person and becoming the women i am...thank you.