sleepy
but not
eff it, lets write! ok! go!
long ass evening. fucking hate driving in northwest baltimore. drinks were nice though, katie b and rob, bowls, then shaved head. time for a change and what not. though it's cold now, the wind and rain and all. no more human head sweater. alas. really really want some physical contact, preferably with a female. no intentions or expectations, though that would be cool, but just some honest to god contact. hand to chest would make life so good again. and man i hate her more every day. but fuck it and her too, move on to better subject matter. many songs have been documented. i always have three or four sets of lyrics bouncing around in the brain, but they've been committed to more than just paper. there are easily albums worth of material in notebooks and hard drives and the vacuous spaces of my head. i need to take 3 days to a week and bang that shit out, but i need gear and no way am i getting that time until january. merp. my beard itches and my cats are awesome.
going to bed
hey you, just know i'm thinking about you always,
but only in the longing way, not the creepy, imma kill you way
eff it, lets write! ok! go!
long ass evening. fucking hate driving in northwest baltimore. drinks were nice though, katie b and rob, bowls, then shaved head. time for a change and what not. though it's cold now, the wind and rain and all. no more human head sweater. alas. really really want some physical contact, preferably with a female. no intentions or expectations, though that would be cool, but just some honest to god contact. hand to chest would make life so good again. and man i hate her more every day. but fuck it and her too, move on to better subject matter. many songs have been documented. i always have three or four sets of lyrics bouncing around in the brain, but they've been committed to more than just paper. there are easily albums worth of material in notebooks and hard drives and the vacuous spaces of my head. i need to take 3 days to a week and bang that shit out, but i need gear and no way am i getting that time until january. merp. my beard itches and my cats are awesome.
going to bed
hey you, just know i'm thinking about you always,
but only in the longing way, not the creepy, imma kill you way