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Currently I am tired. Not because I need to sleep. It's more of the tired you feel simply because of the lack of interest you have in the current subject you continually think about. Do you understand? It's a state of mind. I need something to do.
I have spent the past few days on the beach, enjoying my own stupidity. Something I can always soak into without regret. Which I consider a gift; for many people love feeling regret. I can't really say I enjoyed the beach more than stupidity this time. It was grand. Cold at times... but none the less quite brilliant.
School will begin yet again, and I will continue to do my absolute least to earn the grades I do not deserve. Regardless to whatever virtue that destroys I will still stand against it. Sigh. I will continue to go to the gym, continue eating, continue sleeping.
Anything other than the above stated is usually a bonus gift from life. Keep them coming buddy.
She surprised me last night, made me feel like a million bucks. I love surprises. I adore her. What we are to each other right now is a mystery, but I have always enjoyed that sort of thing. And I do like the way you're (I did it on purpose) hair looks no matter how much I "love" brunettes.
Ha.
My throat has been hurting, and the cigarettes only add to the pain. I numb that feeling with equate and I smoke again. I think I'll be learning some sort of lesson for doing this. And even though I know this, I will probably keep on going.
It was nice spending time with my old group again. I miss the bonds I used to share with them on a daily basis. But what they say is true. You generally pick up where you left off.
For now this is all I have to offer.
A sore throat, a few stories, and life. I don't mind that at all.
~nik
I have spent the past few days on the beach, enjoying my own stupidity. Something I can always soak into without regret. Which I consider a gift; for many people love feeling regret. I can't really say I enjoyed the beach more than stupidity this time. It was grand. Cold at times... but none the less quite brilliant.
School will begin yet again, and I will continue to do my absolute least to earn the grades I do not deserve. Regardless to whatever virtue that destroys I will still stand against it. Sigh. I will continue to go to the gym, continue eating, continue sleeping.
Anything other than the above stated is usually a bonus gift from life. Keep them coming buddy.
She surprised me last night, made me feel like a million bucks. I love surprises. I adore her. What we are to each other right now is a mystery, but I have always enjoyed that sort of thing. And I do like the way you're (I did it on purpose) hair looks no matter how much I "love" brunettes.
Ha.
My throat has been hurting, and the cigarettes only add to the pain. I numb that feeling with equate and I smoke again. I think I'll be learning some sort of lesson for doing this. And even though I know this, I will probably keep on going.
It was nice spending time with my old group again. I miss the bonds I used to share with them on a daily basis. But what they say is true. You generally pick up where you left off.
For now this is all I have to offer.
A sore throat, a few stories, and life. I don't mind that at all.
~nik