May 16, 2004 12:45
I've been here before. Wanting to do the right thing. Wanting to save the day. But how can I? I've done all I can and yet it's not enough. And yet if I get too close I might be blown backwards, like what has happened before. Different circumstances but same feeling. All because of what God has made me. How I care, when I only should only care about things I can control. But I can't help it. Can't pull away when in my heart I know that I must do something.
I can't explain what this is all about just yet. Part of it is me as a person, and another part is the special bonds and promises we make in life that can't ever be broken.