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okay so i only have a few minutes before my internet time runs out and they charge me more $$$$ and we all know that that goes so quickly!
ha ha ha
lol at any rate i have a million things that i could say
A.) i'm moving to New Zealand. I have the most intense sense of belonging here. After losing my passion for something i have had as long as i can remember, it is refreshing to be reintroduced to that overwelming passion that takes over your body leaving your hair standing on end, your heart beating out of your chest, and an ectasy in your soul. In a nutshell, this is what NZ does to me. This land calls to me~
I miss everyone. I'm not lonely, but i feel far away...i am far away in relative terms that is. My parents are coming in 2 weeks!!!!!! that will be beyong amazing
I get scared. I'm a littl;e scared right now. Maybe it's that i never really have a definite destination. I love that in almost every way, but every once in a while it's scary. I have a tent, so we'll set it up hoping that no one will come and tell us to move. We have thumbs, so we walk along the US side of the road and hope that some nice person will give us a ride. It's amazing the people you meet this way and the hidden gems of locations you find. There is nothing better! But right now i'm scared. I suppose it's a few things of not knowing...but i have to remind myself there is no point in worrying about something i don't know of. No need to cause a fuss before that time comes. yes yes keep telloing myself that and worry is a wasted emotion. so fuck you worry! lol
Okay wow, i have so much i want to say and i really just want to talk to one of you and to have our pouring hearts out talks because there is nothing more theraputic than that.
i have about 30 seconds
so i'll love you and leave you and hopefully be back soon
LOVE LOVE LOVE
ha ha ha
lol at any rate i have a million things that i could say
A.) i'm moving to New Zealand. I have the most intense sense of belonging here. After losing my passion for something i have had as long as i can remember, it is refreshing to be reintroduced to that overwelming passion that takes over your body leaving your hair standing on end, your heart beating out of your chest, and an ectasy in your soul. In a nutshell, this is what NZ does to me. This land calls to me~
I miss everyone. I'm not lonely, but i feel far away...i am far away in relative terms that is. My parents are coming in 2 weeks!!!!!! that will be beyong amazing
I get scared. I'm a littl;e scared right now. Maybe it's that i never really have a definite destination. I love that in almost every way, but every once in a while it's scary. I have a tent, so we'll set it up hoping that no one will come and tell us to move. We have thumbs, so we walk along the US side of the road and hope that some nice person will give us a ride. It's amazing the people you meet this way and the hidden gems of locations you find. There is nothing better! But right now i'm scared. I suppose it's a few things of not knowing...but i have to remind myself there is no point in worrying about something i don't know of. No need to cause a fuss before that time comes. yes yes keep telloing myself that and worry is a wasted emotion. so fuck you worry! lol
Okay wow, i have so much i want to say and i really just want to talk to one of you and to have our pouring hearts out talks because there is nothing more theraputic than that.
i have about 30 seconds
so i'll love you and leave you and hopefully be back soon
LOVE LOVE LOVE