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ok um today really sucked. um lets see brandea got mad at me in english so i just didnt respond cause i figured arguing would only make matters worse then when i heard her breaking her mirror i knew i made a dumb mistake but by then mr.cary was all dont talk so i wrote her a note saying i was sorry but i was too late and i figured i was. she cut herself with her broken mirror and then i felt like a total ass cause she was doing it cause we were arguing and then we went to science and i got really sad when i saw her arm cause i knew it was my fault and i started to cry and then she cried too so i told mrs.boyd i poked my self in the eye. ha then she told me i had to go to the nurse so i justn walked around cause i didnt really poke my eye out. then um........yeah mr.rosseel was being dumb today and they might make stephanie move back down to her old classes which is stupid because shes really trying and theyre just assholes. um when i got home my mom got a call from my doctor who was worried becuase when she saw my scars when i went to the doctors, she asked what had happened and i told her i had vicious cats and she told my mom counseling might be good so im probably gonna end up with some fucking retard counselor asking why i woulkd ever intentionally hurt myself. they act like they fucking care and they dont even know me. they also dont know my mom. yeah then i had to have "family time with my family becuiase its good to spend time with family...NOT! yeah thats really it.