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I havnt written an entry in some time, so some people have started removing me from their friends list.
To tell you the honest truth, ive hit another transition in my life. Alot of things are changing and there is no clear path ahead. It would be easiest to just remain at home on a 12hour a week job and just use my money on enjoyment for that week.
But because my parents dont want exactly that to happen, i have to move out. And so I've found a place to move. With me barely able to cover rent things will change priorities quickly. I know ill probably fail and end up at home... and end up taking up some form of full time tafe... but for a while.. i want a chance to do things my way.
Ive felt very odd of late. Remembering how i was in school. I think when you lose track of where you are going, you try looking back to where you last remember you aiming...
Anyhow either way in a couple of weeks im moving out.
At a loss for other words for feelings..
I miss pete. I dunno whats happened to him.
I wish i was a little closer to my friends... or rather had close friends. Maybe just feeling vunerable and wanting some support.
Ive watched Most of "The last love song on this tiny planet" its.. sad. Tragic almost.
I wont see the last three eppisodes until i am with someone i can cuddle into their arms. Or maybe be forced to be a little braver.. or maybe less interested in the charactors. It was soo sad.
I feel really Alone right now. Insecure may be a closer word maybe. If i admit it, its admitting a flaw. Its kind of against the nature of a person to do that. Or is it.
Im both tired and lonely.
To tell you the honest truth, ive hit another transition in my life. Alot of things are changing and there is no clear path ahead. It would be easiest to just remain at home on a 12hour a week job and just use my money on enjoyment for that week.
But because my parents dont want exactly that to happen, i have to move out. And so I've found a place to move. With me barely able to cover rent things will change priorities quickly. I know ill probably fail and end up at home... and end up taking up some form of full time tafe... but for a while.. i want a chance to do things my way.
Ive felt very odd of late. Remembering how i was in school. I think when you lose track of where you are going, you try looking back to where you last remember you aiming...
Anyhow either way in a couple of weeks im moving out.
At a loss for other words for feelings..
I miss pete. I dunno whats happened to him.
I wish i was a little closer to my friends... or rather had close friends. Maybe just feeling vunerable and wanting some support.
Ive watched Most of "The last love song on this tiny planet" its.. sad. Tragic almost.
I wont see the last three eppisodes until i am with someone i can cuddle into their arms. Or maybe be forced to be a little braver.. or maybe less interested in the charactors. It was soo sad.
I feel really Alone right now. Insecure may be a closer word maybe. If i admit it, its admitting a flaw. Its kind of against the nature of a person to do that. Or is it.
Im both tired and lonely.