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Im going to be fair about this as best i can.
There are some people although i care for them dearly, and worry about them probably more then i should, and more then they know, that just dont appreciate it. Now thats all well and good, because thats my decision.
Its their choices in life what to do with themselves and how to make their life. Its theirs.
But also with how im changing, sometimes people just grow distant, despite the fact you owe them alot.
Dave, i owe you alot man, And you know that anytime you need a hand with anything its all cool. But I gotta be straight with you. I dont like how you act anymore. Thats it plain and simple, I've kind of discussed it with a few people just to see if it was just something i had done, and if so i could just make it up to you, but the way you have changed isnt just noticed by me.
I have nothing agaisnt you doing what you will with your life, but im just tired of the arrogance you show towards me, phil and many other people undeservedly so.
I know perhaps we were unwelcome company on the weekend, and thats understandable for then, but ive just grown away, and ive been better off for it. Sure we will probably be friends for a long time yet, and thats why im writing this down in the first place, but yeah, im not going to just watch you as you run over people like you do at times.
I dont know how to say it in a way that wont offend you, but still maybe shed light on the situation. But what im trying to say is, Im happy for you, im happy that you got through your uni, and im glad of your physical improvement. Im proud that you got such a good girlfriend who has been nothing but kind to me, so dont think that there is anything that im saying is wrong with you.
But its all the small things that dont match anymore, and the harshness of your voice when i do talk, the reluctentness to actually chat, and the general contempt air thats around you.
Most of all im disgusted with how you treat phil. Phil owes nothing to you. You prick. He doesnt have to drive you to work or he will get punched by you. If you want to get to work, drive yourself.
Just because you have been pussyfed all your life doesnt mean you always will. So stop acting like a dickhead and treat him if not a brother, a person. Another human being. Someone that doesnt deserve your threats for pulling you outta problems, for picking you up outta the city for 1/10th the price of a cab and giving you a PC.
Its disgusting. I dont care what you say to justify yourself, because i watched it for three months. The only thing i wish is that phil would move out with a job deserving of his good nature, and you would ether have to bash your mother or father for a lift.
Grow up about how you treat him for fucks sake.
Now that thats over, and what i had wanted to say for about 5 months is said, i will say that i dont hate you or no bullshit like that, that i dont get enough of your time to make it worthwhile, or anything like that, its just that it doesnt work like it used to. Im just throwing it up now, just so that you can maybe think about it.
Be careful man. Think about what you are doing before doing it. Acting irresponsible at your age is just fucking dumb. You wont get any sympaty for me for it =p. Just like peter wont get any sympaty from me over the fact he has a shit girlfriend. Its his fault for still being there, so he has to live with the choices, or grow some balls to make it right.
There are some people although i care for them dearly, and worry about them probably more then i should, and more then they know, that just dont appreciate it. Now thats all well and good, because thats my decision.
Its their choices in life what to do with themselves and how to make their life. Its theirs.
But also with how im changing, sometimes people just grow distant, despite the fact you owe them alot.
Dave, i owe you alot man, And you know that anytime you need a hand with anything its all cool. But I gotta be straight with you. I dont like how you act anymore. Thats it plain and simple, I've kind of discussed it with a few people just to see if it was just something i had done, and if so i could just make it up to you, but the way you have changed isnt just noticed by me.
I have nothing agaisnt you doing what you will with your life, but im just tired of the arrogance you show towards me, phil and many other people undeservedly so.
I know perhaps we were unwelcome company on the weekend, and thats understandable for then, but ive just grown away, and ive been better off for it. Sure we will probably be friends for a long time yet, and thats why im writing this down in the first place, but yeah, im not going to just watch you as you run over people like you do at times.
I dont know how to say it in a way that wont offend you, but still maybe shed light on the situation. But what im trying to say is, Im happy for you, im happy that you got through your uni, and im glad of your physical improvement. Im proud that you got such a good girlfriend who has been nothing but kind to me, so dont think that there is anything that im saying is wrong with you.
But its all the small things that dont match anymore, and the harshness of your voice when i do talk, the reluctentness to actually chat, and the general contempt air thats around you.
Most of all im disgusted with how you treat phil. Phil owes nothing to you. You prick. He doesnt have to drive you to work or he will get punched by you. If you want to get to work, drive yourself.
Just because you have been pussyfed all your life doesnt mean you always will. So stop acting like a dickhead and treat him if not a brother, a person. Another human being. Someone that doesnt deserve your threats for pulling you outta problems, for picking you up outta the city for 1/10th the price of a cab and giving you a PC.
Its disgusting. I dont care what you say to justify yourself, because i watched it for three months. The only thing i wish is that phil would move out with a job deserving of his good nature, and you would ether have to bash your mother or father for a lift.
Grow up about how you treat him for fucks sake.
Now that thats over, and what i had wanted to say for about 5 months is said, i will say that i dont hate you or no bullshit like that, that i dont get enough of your time to make it worthwhile, or anything like that, its just that it doesnt work like it used to. Im just throwing it up now, just so that you can maybe think about it.
Be careful man. Think about what you are doing before doing it. Acting irresponsible at your age is just fucking dumb. You wont get any sympaty for me for it =p. Just like peter wont get any sympaty from me over the fact he has a shit girlfriend. Its his fault for still being there, so he has to live with the choices, or grow some balls to make it right.