EVERYTHING IS DRAMA.
A few months ago I felt victim to a bout of stupidity and general dumbass-ness, and had ended up cheating on my beloved husband, who I could never imagine hurting. It was one of the most heart-wrenching, tragic things I have gone through in a very long time. Thankfully, he was amazing enough to forgive me and accept my mistake, and we both decided to move on and be stronger for it. Everything has been going wonderfully up until today.
I have a tendency of being too nice. I like to try and help the needy and fix the broken. Simon says that most men in my life are only there to try and "get in my pants" and I lead them on. It is most certainly not intentional... I just am too nice.
There was a certain person who I befriended on Twitter recently who became friendly with me over the past week or so. He was having problems in his current relationship and sounded like he needed a friend. I honestly didn't think anything of it until today when Simon got in the car after I picked him up from work.
"Why am I getting messages on Twitter from some woman that says you and her husband have been Direct Messaging on Twitter and that your number is on his cell, and you are trying to meet up with him?" I was shocked. What?! My mind started reeling. Who the hell did I know that would even have a wife that would do that? After some poking and prodding online, I realized that it was said friend's girlfriend. Or wife. I have no idea.
All I know is that now I have a husband who is suspicious that I may be having another affair, and am now "secretly texting" with random men I meet on Twitter. I would like to clear this up right now:
No, I am not having an affair. I do not "secretly" text male friends. And I am most certainly not trying to "meet up" with any of them. If I was going to hang out with any friend, my husband is well aware of it. I am quite happy in my relationship and would not do anything to destroy that. We have just finished getting past an ugly situation and I would be damned if this Twitter Drama is going to backtrack everything that we have become.
I love my husband. I care about my friends. And I am sorry if anything that I said or did was misconstrued as "coming onto" any of them or was out of line. It was not my intention. If you were the one who mentioned this to my husband, please know that I meant no harm and I'm sorry if your husband misled you. I don't want him. Nor do I want any trouble from you.
And with that, I take a break from Twitter. Simon doesn't think I'll last a week, but I need a break. It's becoming a bit of an obsession and it's just not worth it. My marriage is much more important to me than anything else.