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New classes started today.. And well the classes are alright I guess. The class it self isnt bad its just some people in it. But french if I stay in it is going to be a BLAST!! This class is outta control and Madden is gonna freak out on us some day.
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I drove by Wendys tonight after practice and saw a group of friends sitting there laughing having a good ol' time. I look at pictures posted on here of people with their closest friends.What do you see on mine..Pics of my family and people who I babysit. Not pics of my weekend with my friends.. I see people at lunch with their clicks.. And my cell phone is silent over the weekends. Why is it that I dont have another half.. A friend who knows what to say and knows what I need the person who is ALWAYS there for me. I watch my friends..I see everyone whom I am associated with has someone there. These are who I see......Steph C. who always has Little and Lys...Katie who has well everyone but seriously....Allison who has Anthony... Kristin who has Hill....All my friends have someone there for them...there are others but I cant think right now. And then you look at me..And who do I have??? Yeah I have those people listed above but I dont have that half.. that best friend that boyfriend. And then you will think.. Not everyone needs that person. Well in reality you do. What would you Cook do without those two? What would you do Katie without your people..What would anybody do if they didnt have that other person?.... Be as miserable and depressed as I am thats what you would be..And then I get the oh I am always there for you whenever you need me you know I will listen.. Well sometimes it takes a little bit more effort than oh Ill be there speel. I guess......no I dont know anymore.. But if you have something to say than say it I guess.
Thought I would write that just because I needed to vent..
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I drove by Wendys tonight after practice and saw a group of friends sitting there laughing having a good ol' time. I look at pictures posted on here of people with their closest friends.What do you see on mine..Pics of my family and people who I babysit. Not pics of my weekend with my friends.. I see people at lunch with their clicks.. And my cell phone is silent over the weekends. Why is it that I dont have another half.. A friend who knows what to say and knows what I need the person who is ALWAYS there for me. I watch my friends..I see everyone whom I am associated with has someone there. These are who I see......Steph C. who always has Little and Lys...Katie who has well everyone but seriously....Allison who has Anthony... Kristin who has Hill....All my friends have someone there for them...there are others but I cant think right now. And then you look at me..And who do I have??? Yeah I have those people listed above but I dont have that half.. that best friend that boyfriend. And then you will think.. Not everyone needs that person. Well in reality you do. What would you Cook do without those two? What would you do Katie without your people..What would anybody do if they didnt have that other person?.... Be as miserable and depressed as I am thats what you would be..And then I get the oh I am always there for you whenever you need me you know I will listen.. Well sometimes it takes a little bit more effort than oh Ill be there speel. I guess......no I dont know anymore.. But if you have something to say than say it I guess.
Thought I would write that just because I needed to vent..