Mar 26, 2016 12:19
Status
Things are slightly better. I've got my friends. I've got Nick now.
Today
I'm sitting in Snyder's room, waiting for Cassie. Stayed after school with her. Fuck the bus. I have work tonight, 4 till close. I'm looking forward to seeing everyone, I guess. I talked to Kallis today. There won't be many people since it's a Tuesday. Nick and I talked some today. We sat together in the library, our knees touching. I think we're on to something.
Shawn and I talked last week a lot. It was interesting, the dynamic, without Ryeder there.
Absolute
Feelings aren't as shitty as they used to be. I'm more of a...person, I guess. I'm in select chorus as a tenor. I write a lot more, and I love to sing. Gotta write some fuckin' more.
Ponderings
People like feeling special.
"a mystic beauty sat there, and she was in the midst of lighting a cigarette when she noticed me"
touch of a cigarette, lighter ignite my soul
3:08 PM,
- Lydia
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