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[skys_onfire]

im so out of it lately im losing things as i go.
lost you lost myself im leaving all my friends
i fuck up in school it's like i have
no control over ne thing ne more im just
once again fucking up
im sick of this shyt

i wish everything with me went back and
what i used to have.
i miss it so much
i wish we could go back to what we were
things felt so much better for me that way.
i lost some friends made some new
i've been holdin onto summin that i kno is slipping
but i can't let go i just hope
that and everything bad gets better.
though ppl change i always got my tru friends
guys and girls who have my back
thanks much love

i hate change just fucks up people

what have i become....