I had an appt with Dr Betty today.
Usually that is no big deal, but it turns out that they got back some "questionable" test results and after asking about the incidences of cancer in my family, and talking about the problems my mom has been having with lumps in her breast and bleeding and the like, mixed with a few other physical symptoms i've had since
babyethancove's birth, she immediately decided that we should do more testing. *sigh* I'm supposed to schedule a mamogram for sometime ("as soon as they can get you in"), and need to have another pap done soon--along with the "6 week" check-up that I still haven't done after he was born.
I know this could be nothing, but the problem is that so far this year everything has made me feel like I have been hit by a truck. I'm sick of all of this bad news and losing things and people who I am close to.
Liam just came up and asked me to cuddle with him, so I think I am going to take him up on that....