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so i have some updating to do on my life.
we put mo down over the summer. it was so horrible, but watching her suffer was worse.it's strange how true the statement "dog is man's best friend" really is. i constantly find myself thinking, "oh, i wonder if mo is ready to come inside?" i miss her so.
operation windham has been paused (side note: operation windham was my plan for charming a boy in my gym class.). i don't really have feelings for him any more, which can most likely be attributed to the fact that we never talk. and when i do talk to him, i feel as if he's not as into it as me. and i don't really want to waste my time like that, liking someone who doesn't and most likely won't return the feeling. if he was to randomly profess his love for me tomorrow, yeah, i'd probably pursue it. but for now i'm not going to.
i'm now developing feelings for mike though. and it's entirely too complicated. in fact, i'm involved in a love triangle of sorts in this situation. you see: michael and i are pretty good friends. we became friends last year through tiffany, and at one point then, i sort of liked him, but i didn't know him well enough. well now, we know each other a lot better, and so about a month ago, when he started to like my best friend michelle, tiffany and i decided to try to get michelle and michael together. michelle wasn't really into the idea because she is sort of indecisive when it comes to guys, but mike was into it and as a result, his feelings have grown stronger. and somewhere along the way, while trying to set them up, i have begun to like mike. and he knows, which i'm okay with, because then he could potentially get over michelle and start to like me. blah blah blah. but it's so complicated because i like him, he likes michelle, and she is stuck i the middle of this all. this sounds so middle school.
i was going to talk a bit about my theories on soul mates, fate, and such. but homework beckons. ah, the life of a junior in high school.
we put mo down over the summer. it was so horrible, but watching her suffer was worse.it's strange how true the statement "dog is man's best friend" really is. i constantly find myself thinking, "oh, i wonder if mo is ready to come inside?" i miss her so.
operation windham has been paused (side note: operation windham was my plan for charming a boy in my gym class.). i don't really have feelings for him any more, which can most likely be attributed to the fact that we never talk. and when i do talk to him, i feel as if he's not as into it as me. and i don't really want to waste my time like that, liking someone who doesn't and most likely won't return the feeling. if he was to randomly profess his love for me tomorrow, yeah, i'd probably pursue it. but for now i'm not going to.
i'm now developing feelings for mike though. and it's entirely too complicated. in fact, i'm involved in a love triangle of sorts in this situation. you see: michael and i are pretty good friends. we became friends last year through tiffany, and at one point then, i sort of liked him, but i didn't know him well enough. well now, we know each other a lot better, and so about a month ago, when he started to like my best friend michelle, tiffany and i decided to try to get michelle and michael together. michelle wasn't really into the idea because she is sort of indecisive when it comes to guys, but mike was into it and as a result, his feelings have grown stronger. and somewhere along the way, while trying to set them up, i have begun to like mike. and he knows, which i'm okay with, because then he could potentially get over michelle and start to like me. blah blah blah. but it's so complicated because i like him, he likes michelle, and she is stuck i the middle of this all. this sounds so middle school.
i was going to talk a bit about my theories on soul mates, fate, and such. but homework beckons. ah, the life of a junior in high school.