Don't freak out, just a rant
Lets realize this is how I'm not supposed to feel. Empty, sadness and lonelyness everywhere. It's all self imposed and I know I only put it on myself because I do. Well no, I don't know why I put it on myself. I just do.
I think I like feeling like this.
It makes me strive to feel numb.
And that would make me all the happier.
I've learned I can't be numb, and I must feel.
It's time to change, to grow, to share and become who I am ment to be.
Who is that?
Still no idea, but I do know who it's not.
My addictions are more than just the physical, and I see that now.
I let those people rule me, and try to sway me.
I want nothing to do with them.
This is art.
Pay no attention to me. haha
I think I like feeling like this.
It makes me strive to feel numb.
And that would make me all the happier.
I've learned I can't be numb, and I must feel.
It's time to change, to grow, to share and become who I am ment to be.
Who is that?
Still no idea, but I do know who it's not.
My addictions are more than just the physical, and I see that now.
I let those people rule me, and try to sway me.
I want nothing to do with them.
This is art.
Pay no attention to me. haha