Jul 02, 2010 11:34
Its amazing how things can turn around so easily, it's amazing how someone can go from feeling like they've not many friends, not really any meaning in life, like if they were't around then it wouldn't matter...to feeling the complete opposite!
As you know I've got a job now, and I've had it for the past month and a half...In fact, I'm getting paid for the second time today :D I've got so many friends there, so many people that I can trust and that I have a great time with. It's so nice to actually socialize with people again. I was so used to being in Ashley's room, bored with no one to talk too, and now? Now I've got a job! Now I leave everyday to go to work! Now people appreciate me, and I can work for a living instead of living off Ashley...Its so exhilerating :)
I've been feeling the baby these past few weeks too...hehe, and we found out the sex! We're having a baby boy. And a very active baby boy at that!! :P He's a little wriggler thats for sure...I feel him every single day, its so reassuring as otherwise I'd be worrying that something was wrong. He's been wriggling around and kicking everyday atleast 3 times a day for different lengths of time. I remember the look on Ashley's face when he felt it for the first time, he had such a big smile on his face, I could see it meant as much to me as it did to him. And now whenever I can feel him kicking for a while, Ashley puts his hand on my tummy and we both feel it together with big smiles on our face :)
Isn't life just amazing...In all sorts of different ways...