TEEHEE
Today has been semi-fun so far. The fashion show went well, besides the minor difficulties in the begginning with the singing. But you can't have everything be perfect. After that I think we all did a very good job, Brian came and saw me and I was super duper happy because I LOVE HIM SOOOOO MUCH!! But he had to go to work so we couldn't really hang out any, then I got wendys and stuffed my face because I was freaking hungry, and now I'm writting in my journal because I'm a cool kid I guess.
Last night I finally got up off my ass and did something. Went to Taco Bell with Alex and Steve, and Josh showed up too, which was kind of surprising. Alex hit on chelsea most of the night, and then there was an all out brawl between Josh and Chelsea, I really had no idea how bad I hurt her feelings, I had no clue at all what I was saying, so then I felt like a complete bitch when she apologized to ME, so I felt really bad and said I was sorry to, I shouldn't have taken out all my anger on her at all, that was selfish of me. But I do that everytime I get pissed, I drag people into it who don't particularly belong. It was between Josh and I, not Chelsea, and I, + Josh, so yeah. Thats cleared up though, and maybe everything can go back to being the way it was before in my life, the PRE- Josh era, because I was happier, and safer, and lots more confident that everyone wasn't out to get me. So pwah on him.
My bro is coming up tonight which will be cool, haven't seen him in awhile, and things are boring round these parts, he always makes it more interesting. But I'm tired so I'm def. feeling a nap coming on. So have a good'un and peace.
Last night I finally got up off my ass and did something. Went to Taco Bell with Alex and Steve, and Josh showed up too, which was kind of surprising. Alex hit on chelsea most of the night, and then there was an all out brawl between Josh and Chelsea, I really had no idea how bad I hurt her feelings, I had no clue at all what I was saying, so then I felt like a complete bitch when she apologized to ME, so I felt really bad and said I was sorry to, I shouldn't have taken out all my anger on her at all, that was selfish of me. But I do that everytime I get pissed, I drag people into it who don't particularly belong. It was between Josh and I, not Chelsea, and I, + Josh, so yeah. Thats cleared up though, and maybe everything can go back to being the way it was before in my life, the PRE- Josh era, because I was happier, and safer, and lots more confident that everyone wasn't out to get me. So pwah on him.
My bro is coming up tonight which will be cool, haven't seen him in awhile, and things are boring round these parts, he always makes it more interesting. But I'm tired so I'm def. feeling a nap coming on. So have a good'un and peace.