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salamu alaikum. miremengjes. i slept sooo well last night and the night before alhamdulillah. it was so hard for me to wake up this morning. i get a really bad case of the mondays. idk. over the weekend i get so sleep deprived because i cant wake up past 930. my body just wont let me. and i dont go to sleep late or anything. so idk whats going on. and i also keep getting sick over the weekends? its so strange. and im definitely not one of those people who manifest sicknesses themselves haha.
anyhoo.. my face looks like its retaining so much water right now because im so tired.. so puffy lol.
i have a problem. its serious. i cant stop talking about people. i hate it. i cant control my mouth. its not everyone, just a certain group of people. and i guess people keep getting the idea that i think im perfect and i never make mistakes, which is obviously not true. i think i should just wear a muzzle from now on. i dont make fun of anyone, i just point out how inconsiderate and selfish people can be. thats really all i say. but talking about it behind their backs is not going to change them haha. which sucks. even if i said it to their face they would just get offended and then where would it go? south. i'd say i'm quite a well-rounded human being alhamdulillah and i have to accept the fact that not everyone has seen what ive seen, been through what ive been through, has been raised like me.. idk. i kind of do sound like i think im hot stuff but i definitely dont. i think people should just have standard characteristics. im also really big on justice, and as a muslim i think thats a good thing but i guess people dont value that anymore. if i see something unjust im going to open my mouth. i cant just sit there and say "oh yes good job. this is the way of the prophet salallahu alayhi wa sallam." no way. im just annoyed all around. annoyed with myself especially.
ihdinassiratal mustaqeem, siratalladheena an'amta 'alayhim ghayril maghdhoubi alayhim wa ladhalleen.
anyhoo.. my face looks like its retaining so much water right now because im so tired.. so puffy lol.
i have a problem. its serious. i cant stop talking about people. i hate it. i cant control my mouth. its not everyone, just a certain group of people. and i guess people keep getting the idea that i think im perfect and i never make mistakes, which is obviously not true. i think i should just wear a muzzle from now on. i dont make fun of anyone, i just point out how inconsiderate and selfish people can be. thats really all i say. but talking about it behind their backs is not going to change them haha. which sucks. even if i said it to their face they would just get offended and then where would it go? south. i'd say i'm quite a well-rounded human being alhamdulillah and i have to accept the fact that not everyone has seen what ive seen, been through what ive been through, has been raised like me.. idk. i kind of do sound like i think im hot stuff but i definitely dont. i think people should just have standard characteristics. im also really big on justice, and as a muslim i think thats a good thing but i guess people dont value that anymore. if i see something unjust im going to open my mouth. i cant just sit there and say "oh yes good job. this is the way of the prophet salallahu alayhi wa sallam." no way. im just annoyed all around. annoyed with myself especially.
ihdinassiratal mustaqeem, siratalladheena an'amta 'alayhim ghayril maghdhoubi alayhim wa ladhalleen.