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despite having the worst year of my life and everything i looked forward to ended up a complete and utter disappointment and previously wishing I could go back to that exact point where I could have turned it all around, I think my horomones are back in sync with sanity and everything is so much better.
and my house is coming together nicely. despite the fact that I have nobody to show it to, it makes me happy to know that the walls are painted and pictures are up and I'm not alone in a big empty house with white walls.
I'm alone in a semi empty house with painted walls.
okay, maybe I am still a little depressed. but thats better than honestly... wishing I could have just killed myself. Luckily I would have never done that to Andres and Quinn.
and my house is coming together nicely. despite the fact that I have nobody to show it to, it makes me happy to know that the walls are painted and pictures are up and I'm not alone in a big empty house with white walls.
I'm alone in a semi empty house with painted walls.
okay, maybe I am still a little depressed. but thats better than honestly... wishing I could have just killed myself. Luckily I would have never done that to Andres and Quinn.