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Oh my fucking God.
I'm so goddamn angry right now. Like, I understand that we both have grown and changed as people and that to expect that we should be the same as what we were when we first started dating is not only regressive, but impossible, but good fucking God, you make it so fucking hard to love you.
Why. Why do you have the emotional spectrum of a five year old. Why do you lack the self-regulation that is becoming of an adult. Why do you take everything so God. Damn. Personally.
You're killing me, and you can't see past your own bullshit to see that. You're too caught up in yourself. You are one of the least empathetic people that I have ever met.
I hope one day you wake up. And I hope I'm alive to see it.