Sep 15, 2006 23:10
went on a road trip, it was fun, no details needed, just the road trip, im doing my best to come to terms with being content with my life and where it is and where its going, and being alone, i cant say i have funny accepted it, but im working on it one moment at a time, i just wish it was a little easyer, i wish i knew what i was doing, i wish i had even the slightest idea of what exactly i was supposed to be doing, but i havnt a clue... my stubborness is getting the best of be, in both good and bad ways, good im not running to her and begging her for anything, the bad, im not accepting that there is nothing i can do about it, im not letting it go, i guess i really just dont know how to let it go.. oi help lol