Sep 19, 2006 12:20
The last crash comes and you know the storm is over.
No matter how much you may miss the beauty and excitement that existed,
the storm became impossible to survive in and has left its mark.
The days are gloomy, and will be for a good while.
The sun may shine again... who truly knows.
You can live without it, but the excitement? No.
So, you wait.
For the beauty of thunder and lightning to return again.
It's not to say I won't have hard days still, but the constant flooding is over.
The waves have rolled back and the shoreline has changed for good.
It only took seven months and a trip to the ER for me to realize I don't want to grow old waiting for someone hit the play button for my life to restart. I'll do it myself, thanks.
I'm not ready for the lightning just yet, but will welcome the thunder when it comes.
~Skylar 9-18-2006~
10:33 EST