My annual post
I'm getting it out of the way now. I hardly ever post, so clearly I'm supposed to be doing something else now. Like writing the first chapter for my thesis which I was supposed to hand in at the end of last term. I'll be surprised as hell if I actually get through this. I hate writing, but even more, I hate rereading my work. I can never do that without shattering the illusion that I don't suck. Life is normal. My mom is mad at me, my friends hate me. But I'm fat and happy. I'm only really a little fat, so I'm a little happy. Vague sense of disquiet the last few weeks, not sure why. Only not normal thing going on is that I have a boyfriend. But he's not the source of the disquiet. It will pass, I'm sure. I'm having cool dreams nowadays though. Weird vampire/werewolf/people things trying to eat me a couple of nights in a row. Instead of me she (the weird monster from the second night) got a garbage man, some high school students, and some babies, I think. I'm really something of a parasite in my dream. Not really a parasite, but a related word. I somehow always end up being accompanied in my flight by someone else, various people, after each escape. I guess I figure that if we get caught I might be the lucky one of the two of us to not die, and live to run another day. I guess hearing about other people's dreams is not really that exciting. But I think it's cool to hear about weird dreams. Plus I'm always hopeful that someone else will say they have recurring characters in their dreams, or tell me about some of their own strange late-night unconscious (or subconscious or super-conscious) adventures. If any of you have any tell me about them. Also, I'd be interested to know if most people dream in color. I do.