Jun 18, 2004 12:54
i didn't go. i didn't feel like it. a part of me is think " way to go jen you're a fuckin pussy." then i know i don't really give a fuck about missing the party becasue i hate them and i hate the need to fit in and i hate the depresssing feeling of it all. drinking is dumb.
i really need to just get off my ass and call people.