The Candyman can...
Up and about to get ready to leave for the first tournament in Sydney. Couldn't sleep, just stayed awake and listened to music, thought about stuff. I'm excited about the tournament, but also starting to feel more comfortable. No more of that mind numbing fear, just a comfortable confidence that I have some ability and probably won't look like a complete tool. Well, here's hoping anyway...
Watched a movie with Tom last night. He's kind of cutely paranoid because all these guys keep messaging and calling me. They are all just friends, but it does seem weird that so many seem to want to talk to me or see me, at least from an outside perspective. Anyway, no harm, he just likes me and wants me to hang around for a bit. Awww...went and hung out with Brendon for a brief spell after Tom left, but I told him to go to sleep because he'd been up for 48 hours, doing ridiculous amounts of running for Inward Bound (they throw you into the wilderness and you have to work your way back, running the whole time).
I am very happy. Feeling the incredible lows a few months ago has enabled me to feel the extreme happiness I am feeling now.
Watched a movie with Tom last night. He's kind of cutely paranoid because all these guys keep messaging and calling me. They are all just friends, but it does seem weird that so many seem to want to talk to me or see me, at least from an outside perspective. Anyway, no harm, he just likes me and wants me to hang around for a bit. Awww...went and hung out with Brendon for a brief spell after Tom left, but I told him to go to sleep because he'd been up for 48 hours, doing ridiculous amounts of running for Inward Bound (they throw you into the wilderness and you have to work your way back, running the whole time).
I am very happy. Feeling the incredible lows a few months ago has enabled me to feel the extreme happiness I am feeling now.