M.I.A
Eric of course was MIA this weekend. I was actually pretty done. Then today I get THIS email!!! And it made me happy all over again. Because in truth, though he's been flakey lately, I adore him. It's not about him being in a band that I've listened to since the early 80's. I genuinly like him as a person minus the flakiness. Okay, but I do like the fact that he's also in a really cool band!
From: eric
Date: Dec 15, 2004 07:14 PM
Hey whats up skye. Whats happening, I'll be in the area tommorow night. Maybe we can munch on something before i head to north hollywood. Ill give ya a call tommorow. haha by the way, I like your desperate but not serious pic. It's so adorable!!! hEhEHE
(the pic was of me kissing a guy on the cheek and I titled it "deserate but not serious")
I even posted this blog (to remind myself how over it I am - LOL):
What You Want...(practicing non-attachment)
Have: great.
Don't have: it's okay.
It's staying: great.
It's not staying: it's okay.
This is non-attachment:
the unyearning all accepting heart.
This is ease and simplicity.
This is a key to living without suffering:
happiness.
I mean really...it was okay even though I thought our situation was shitty! So the question is, IF he calls, do I see him?? I made plans to tomorrow. Arrrgh!!!! I just wish we were as close as we use to be. Why does sex have to fuck things up???!!
From: eric
Date: Dec 15, 2004 07:14 PM
Hey whats up skye. Whats happening, I'll be in the area tommorow night. Maybe we can munch on something before i head to north hollywood. Ill give ya a call tommorow. haha by the way, I like your desperate but not serious pic. It's so adorable!!! hEhEHE
(the pic was of me kissing a guy on the cheek and I titled it "deserate but not serious")
I even posted this blog (to remind myself how over it I am - LOL):
What You Want...(practicing non-attachment)
Have: great.
Don't have: it's okay.
It's staying: great.
It's not staying: it's okay.
This is non-attachment:
the unyearning all accepting heart.
This is ease and simplicity.
This is a key to living without suffering:
happiness.
I mean really...it was okay even though I thought our situation was shitty! So the question is, IF he calls, do I see him?? I made plans to tomorrow. Arrrgh!!!! I just wish we were as close as we use to be. Why does sex have to fuck things up???!!