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i got blatantly hit on today by the 21 year old manager in Spenser's. ...weird. never before in my life...
anyway. god finally made me take the plunge today. i have no best friend anymore. she's been taken by her guy and she doesn't realize how much this tears me up. so i have no one to turn to but god now. i bet he's laughing at me right now. he's saying 'ha! kristina, now you know how i feel when you leave me like you always do'. god, if you were standing right here, i'd have to punch you on the arm like a friend, then laugh and say you're right. *sigh* ok, i give in. let's be friends again...
i just hate dancing in these circles. i come, then go, the crawl back. it's so pitiful.
anyway. god finally made me take the plunge today. i have no best friend anymore. she's been taken by her guy and she doesn't realize how much this tears me up. so i have no one to turn to but god now. i bet he's laughing at me right now. he's saying 'ha! kristina, now you know how i feel when you leave me like you always do'. god, if you were standing right here, i'd have to punch you on the arm like a friend, then laugh and say you're right. *sigh* ok, i give in. let's be friends again...
i just hate dancing in these circles. i come, then go, the crawl back. it's so pitiful.