Jaded

[skyedragon]

You know recently I have been taking a hard look at my life and realize that there may be a reason for me to be so jaded, I mean I chose to be friends whom I knew were decieving me at every turn just because I was lonely... I have made myself suspicious of everyone and everything...I search for ulterior motives in everything, the only ones that I don't question are the ones I hold closest to me...which maybe stupid, but hey...I do have friends...a few that I would trust my life with. I know I am not an innocent in any way...and I have done things that I am not proud of, I admit that I am not perfect. Tho if I knew a friend was true I would do anything to be there for them and defend them to anyone...but as soon as I find out that they are lying to me they start loosing face with me...and my loyalty lags...but I just got this IM and i know it was a spam...but it made me feel better...

Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.The only reason someone would hate you is because they want to be just like you.There are at least 2 people in this world that would die for you.You mean the world to someone.Someone that you dont even know exists love you.When you make the biggest mistake ever,something good comes from it.When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look again.Always remember the compliments you recieved. Forget the rude remarks. So if you are a loving friend, send this to everyone on your list including me