I've made my decision
I've taken a lot of time over the past while to figure out what I want and what I need. I now know that I need to leave this relationship. For my mental health and for Russelle.
Fred is not necessarily a bad person, but he can't understand that what he does is wrong. He doesn't see why I can't put up with his treatment of me. Because of this, he will never change the way he treats me and knowing this I cannot stay.
Now I just have to figure out how I am going to leave. I may try talking to him about it today, if that doesn't work I may have to go back to the transition house quickly. I don't know how things are going to turn out or where I'll be, but it's time I took control of my own life.
I love all my friends, and will update you all when I can.
Fred is not necessarily a bad person, but he can't understand that what he does is wrong. He doesn't see why I can't put up with his treatment of me. Because of this, he will never change the way he treats me and knowing this I cannot stay.
Now I just have to figure out how I am going to leave. I may try talking to him about it today, if that doesn't work I may have to go back to the transition house quickly. I don't know how things are going to turn out or where I'll be, but it's time I took control of my own life.
I love all my friends, and will update you all when I can.