In case anyone was wondering

Feb 06, 2005 22:41

I'm still alive.

I am so busy with school work that even taking the few minutes to do this is making me feel guilty. I took off too much time when I was pregnant and then when I had the baby and my surgery and now I have about 5 months work to fit into less than three months. It's insane. Also, I had a worm virus on my computer so I had to reformat, which means reinstalling everything. Then my isp suggested since I have Windows XP I should get the update from Microsoft called "service pack 2". That blocked me from having any connection to the internet and was a bitch to get rid of. I've been busy.

Today is my dad's birthday. He's 56. That should make today a good day, but it isn't. My dad is in London (ontario) tonight because tomorrow he has to go to Windsor to see his brother who is in ICU. My uncle Don has had lukemia for a number of years but things have gotten worse culminating in the fact that he now has viral meningitis. He is not breathing on his own and was in a coma last I heard. The drive is so hard on my dad who just had triple bypass surgery. He used to do this trip fine, but now he gets sore and tired and his feet swell. This is so hard for my family since we just lost my grandmother in November. It's too much. And it makes me worry about my dad.

In happier news Russelle is doing well. She is a happy, bright 3 month old who amazes me every day. How is it possible to love someone so much? She makes me so happy and I'm glad I get to spend so much time with her.

Fred is back at work. His ship is sailing so he's posted to another one for a month or so. I don't mind as it means he's home at night.

I might not post a lot but I am reading everyone's stuff and will try to keep in touch if I'm not pulling my hair out over this probability theory.
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