how you turn my world, you precious thing...
so jeanine was up here for about three weeks. i got to see her a grand total of three times... four if you count today as two separate instances. that was about 100% my fault, i think... i work too much. i can't stand it.
i managed to hold it together in front of jeanine because i know it upsets her to see me upset, but as soon as she was out of sight i lost it. i only cried for about an hour...
i just want her to be home again. i hate that she's so far away. i feel like i'm missing an arm, a leg, a vital organ, when she's not here with me. it's similar to how i feel when i don't see sebastian for too long. i'm trying to live without a heartbeat.
i managed to hold it together in front of jeanine because i know it upsets her to see me upset, but as soon as she was out of sight i lost it. i only cried for about an hour...
i just want her to be home again. i hate that she's so far away. i feel like i'm missing an arm, a leg, a vital organ, when she's not here with me. it's similar to how i feel when i don't see sebastian for too long. i'm trying to live without a heartbeat.