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[skye17]

BLAH! I hate when I get sooo stressed about soo many random things and it all boils up and then I end up crying...it stinks! So, adding on from the stress of moving Friday, closing Saturday, opening Saturday, and opening Sunday...my ATM card decides not to work. This equaled me having only limitedfunds to go shopping with and not knowing if the bank will get anything fixed before Friday. So, I broke down...yup, I am way too sensitive, but oh well. That's me. And I am stubborn; even when friends just want to hang out and make sure I am ok, I won't let it happen. I guess you could say it is my mom's fault...she taught me to never rely on anyone other than yourself and never to take anything other than a gift, unless you are 100% sure you can return it someway. Or I can just blame the stubborness on me...whatever, it is there and I can't change it. And I am sorry that it gets the better of me, and I am sorry i don't share my feelings with everyone, and I am sorry that I haven't being feeling well, and I am sorry that I sometimes explode.

I can't wait till the hall is quiet...it is gonna be the days when people are at class all day that will give me what I have been totally waiting for all year...quiet and freedom. *sigh*