I hate my friends. Repeat
I hate my friends, well I hate my friend Alex. Who is he to make me feel like a bad person JUST because I'm craving a smoke. Not even a fulll one just ONE puff but ~noooo~ if I do he will never speak to me again. A part of me wants to smoke JUST so I wont have to put up with this shit again. Plus all of my friends will treat me like a total outcast. DGMW I love the fact that they're looking out for me but, i'm not 10 years old. I'm turning 17 in October. I might look like i'm 10 but i'm getting older, I can make my own decisions and I can learn from my mistakes. I dont even want to start smoking, I just need to get it out of my system. Then Marina is giving me shit about it. SRSLY who is she to talk.
She smoked for I think 2 months because the guy she liked smoke then she started doing drugs because he did them.
Seriously some days I wish I was a hermit so I dont have to deal with them. Aren't friends suppose to support you no matter what you do.
On more important news: My heart rate just went up:
Erge to fuck: Rising!
Thats all for now. GAWD I LOVE THIS MAN AND HIS THIGHS, AND BRANDONS HANDS!!! jfc I need more of both.
She smoked for I think 2 months because the guy she liked smoke then she started doing drugs because he did them.
Seriously some days I wish I was a hermit so I dont have to deal with them. Aren't friends suppose to support you no matter what you do.
On more important news: My heart rate just went up:
Erge to fuck: Rising!
Thats all for now. GAWD I LOVE THIS MAN AND HIS THIGHS, AND BRANDONS HANDS!!! jfc I need more of both.