there you are just walking by.
There was a time in my life when I knew everything that I needed to know. This time was a representation of my security and youth. I was at peace and I was alive. Its seems that as I have grown I am able to find less and less of this inside of me. Since the first day that my heart has loved I have found so much peace and comfort within that love. Now I find myself searching all over again and coming to nothing but numbness. I try and live with hope in my heart and a song on my lips but that can never bring back the greatest thing I have know. Now I wait and anticipate with all the faith in my heart for the next step, for another day where I can grow with you. I can't begin to understand this world. I use to feel as though it was created just for me. Not in a the world revolves around me kind of way, but in a way that I made me feel so at peace with everything. Now it seems the only thing I can do is just try and survive through it all.