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"Time is a monster that cannot be reasoned with. It responds like a snail to our impatience...then it races like a gazelle when you can't catch your breath"
I hate that feeling; when there's something you really want to be free of, and time is paaaainfully slow, yet when there’s something you want to embrace, it slips away within little time.....
I look back and remember my senior year which feels so far away! Really it wasn't.....but so much has changed...
Some people haven't; I still see some girls posting pictures of themselves doing keg stands, making out with other girls (eeeggh), and other stuff that cracks me up.....I don't know why they believe that these things are so impressive. I've been drunk; it wasn't hard to accomplish and I probably looked like a total dork.....so how could anything like a picture of you upside down with beer dribbling down your face be impressive? A baby that makes bubbles with his or her spit is more impressive.....
I don't know if I can say that I've changed or not.....There are things that I know have changed me, however.... I've been put through so much crap in the past years, getting in arguments with peers and adults, many of the times the arguments were more dramatic than necessary....
Today (or yesterday, rather) I was singled out by choir teacher. Nothing that she said got to me and the fact that she made a point to address an issue with me in front of choir didn't embarrass me. There are two reasons: One, she embarrasses everyone, I don't feel special that she made me repeat after her, "If I forget my book, I will get an F in this class!" She constantly yells at people, and even at her own pianist!Two, I just don't care anymore how people view me for my mistakes or flaws. Those mistakes led to my ability to make good decisions, and other strengths. Plus an issue is over something as minor as today, then I remember that I have bigger fish to fry!
It was the second time I forgot my folder. The first time I had killer cramps and felt like crap, today (or yesterday) I just forgot. It happens....haha one time though, I had been tardy for the first time, and she said,
"Victoria how many times have you been late?"
"One time"
"Oh, Victoria! Your math is messed up!"
"This is the first time I've been tardy....."
"Oh! Then maybe my math is messed up....."
Haha, that was hilarious.....Sometimes I think she's seriously crazy. She's someone you never forget and can't help liking her because of her strong, blunt character.
Anyway, Wednesday is tomorrow and I haven't adjusted my costume! I decided on Bettie Page cause all I had to do was buy fishnets for a little more than two bucks!
Danny asked if I wanted to go haunted-house-hopping, so I thought that would be kinda fun.....I also wanna see The Nightmare Before Christmas in the theaters....we'll see how it goes
I remember how we went trick-or-treating with Celina and her little brother....we should go in the west side where they give you king-size bars and play dough ;P
Geeze thta felt like such a long time ago.....
