so many thoughts rushing through one mind
Who ever said senior year was the year to relax had aliens in his or her ass telling him or her what to say
I love Howie Day
Just for now
So today we went to this senior interview thing and I felt like I was wasting so much time and energy because I was being told things I knew about a long time ago, but I guess I'm being arrogant for acting like I know it all (and i know I don't).....
I would love to go to Cape Cod again and have some lusty fling with a tall English guy.....
Will he make me laugh? Will he make me happy?
I've been so annoyed with this hole that I'm in! I become so afraid that all this energy I put into thinking will turn in to nothing and I will only be oblivious for the rest of my life! I need to get out! I need to take flight and find something that will make me utterly happy!
But.....will I ever get out? Will I be my worst enemy? I think I anticipate so much that when the time comes, I'm either not happy or uncomfortable :o(
Someone pour icy cold water on me!!!!!