Cause what is simple in the moonlight, by the morning never is.....
Today Mum and I gave my old play~food~and~kitchen~~stuff toys away to Evelyn (2 year old cousin), and it made me a little sad because I'm not five anymore! I can't rely on my mom for working on school projects, or ask her if we can go to the movies and just hang out like we used to :o( Especially because now she has Samantha.....I was such a mama's girl before, but not the bratty kind (or at least that's how I see it)
I really want to go to an out of state college, but I know there are two major reasons that I'll be hesitant or hold back; MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS!!!!!
I'm also afraid of the reality I'm gonna face! I mean, I understand things like dorms and health insurance, but how will I cope with being overwhelmed by responsibilities? What if I can't make it to the colleges I wanna go to because I can't pay or don't qualify? Or what if I JUST SUCK? HUH? WHAT!? FEEL THE WRATH OF MY PERPLEX THOUGHTS!
Wow, that even scared ME.