Jan 03, 2010 10:52
I love that even though our lives are completely different we are better best friends than ever before. Nothing is ever going to change that because if I had thought we had been through almost everything before, I wasn't even close. We have something indescribable you know.
I love that even though I fell really hard for you in a big messy moshpit and didn't realize it until I was stuck trying to get up it helped me realize who my true friends are. I don't know if we're done forever or not but I'm not asking questions anymore.
I love that even though I almost hated you things are good now. I'm also done holding grudges...life is too short for that.
I love that we can't live without talking to each other multiple times a day. We are on the same page in so many ways and share so many great things. You are the most genuine and nicest person I know and I am honored to have so much of your trust because I certainly don't deserve it.
I love that we have so much fun together despite the circumstances. You got me through finals and I think that we could be really good friends but plaese let's not make this complicated ever because simple and fun is way better.
I love that we grew apart for a few years and then when my world flipped upside down you were there to pick up the pieces and absolutely never once judged me for that. I can't thank you enough for being there and listening to me when I didn't know who else to talk to.
I love that you three are always there in the end, even though our lives are insanely busy and different. I trust you and look to you for honest advice. I am so glad that we have become so close and honestly believe we will be friends for life.
I love that I got to trek across the country to see you even though we live 10 minutes away. I don't know how to get you out of your mess because only you can and even if I don't alway agree with you I do love you and know that things will work themselves out.
I love that you two are ao in love and I wish you true happiness and success in your futures. I may draw away sometimes but I know that you are always there regardless and true friends.
I love that we still manage to get together to complain about the stupidity of this place. You can always make me laugh and you certainly always see the practical and matter of fact way of things.
I love that there are so many people to say things to and that this makes me realize how special and important all of my friends are, especially the ones I take for granted. I wonder how I'm going to feel about some of these little blurbs in a year or two. I'm not worried about things changing because I know that I'm going to be happy no matter how they chance. I just hope that I can be forgiven for the mistakes that I have made and continue to make. Although I'm not so sure about forgiveness these days. I'm beginning to believe that there is nothing to forgive because everything is forgiven. It's just a question of what are the consequences that you have to face...