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summer was so nice this year. i might've been bored out of my mind some days, but i've grown closer to a few people who i love dearly whether they know it or not. of course, i'm an asshole who doesn't show her feelings. i know i know.
ok well this summer was so good but really long.
ok first my party. aw what a cute little shit it was, too. who knew all of my friends would get along. matt gave me that little wizard man. aw michael remember when we went to the beach with kimberly? hey nisha remember that time that you and i only hung out once and saw a really bad movie called DODGEBALL? kathleen remember when we had no lives together and talked to that guy stephen who thought nisha was a jamaican man and a dog? and you memorized avril and ashlee songs? ok what else happened. ohh me and matt got a lot closer. oh man coney island was the best. jodi left early ;/ the zipper. the beach. tv on the radio. THE THERMALS! holy shit i love them. death cab for cutie. i'm sorry i assumed things about them, because they rule. oh yeah i met a couple of assholes too. coughexboyfriendscough. i got over some asshole. i learned how to be sneaky and run away to matt's house without my parents knowing. hmm. i worked with crazy black people who showed me a funny time. i went to the city with michael and matt. aw and the movies too with matt. garden state <3 michael left me for paris. hmm. shit, i can't remember like anything. invader zim! pi!! :D matt's couch. AW THE FOOD SHOW haahaaha merced that was so funny. oh yeah star fucking died today :[ merced bought me popeye (she's a whore). aww pet hospitals. aww ashlee fucking simpson? who has no friends. kanye west? who REALLY has no friends?? fuck i need to go to the beach before this ends. i learned that you can go to canopies and climb trees because it's okay to feel like a kid again. i learned about some amazing music too. i also realized that college is going to fucking blow because i have no clue what to expect. SATs suck. applying for things sucks. filling out papers sucks. me, kathleen and michael never even got our permits yet. i like car rides with matt. i like late phone conversations. oh yeah i went to connecticut to visit trish. i met andrew and not josh ;/ we got sketchy 23 year old man's number. bowling and being fuckheads. playing with jason and trish raping him. going to blockbuster and looking at every movie ever. staying out till 4 am saying "i love you" and "rip out your guts" into a fan alone while trish and mary make out with boys that are funny. eating fucking CHEESE SAUCE AND WATCHING RULES OF ATTRACTION! ohh requieum for a dream. so fucked up. the village was kinda crazy. oh yeah i also got a fever for five days for no reason. mary kate and i became better friends. michael and i became BFFL because we hang out everyday. i gave michael a hickey. i gave michael a foot fetish that ialways wanted him to have. i found the fucking teacups cd steveo burned me! i made mixtapes for my pals. <3 me and michael and merced played in forests and parks. tiffany was a crazy girl. aww seeing shrek! :D jose is a little boy. me and merced played on her roof top. i actually hung out with marvin and mario once. i realized that peoples noses can be like this and like this 23923 and like this 2919122121. subway sandwiches can have more than 3938383 things on them because of merced. those subway guys hate us so much. aww michael, me and you at the park being losers. awww me and matt at the park and upstairs in my room drawing little pictures and playing guitar. aww me and matt playing video games. final fantasy seven!! and nine. orisinal.com adventures for hours at a time. michael and i have PROBLEMS. little star girl game. burning love letters. getting a fucking huge purple hickey. holy shit how could i forget burger king kids club forever. how could i forget going to the mall and movies and seeing the excorcist and not really watching the movie. those assholes wouldn't even let us into the movies. how could i forget MAKING OUT while i was on the job at the sprinkler pool. dirty. dirrrrrty. amanda and i hung out with merced and michael and kahtleen and nisha. kind of a shitty day. i felt bad. but its okay. i love merced. i just dont like when people dont get along. oh shit i also met mauricio. aw what a cute kid. oh man me and kathleen hung out with christian and meg lavi and those weird ass boys with the band that we never went to see haaha,. HOYL OMFG! haha, incubus with merced! i saw matt there too. awww what a fucking fun night. they playing anti gravity and the milkshake song. i love brandon boydd.we saw road trip aftr and that girl made out with her brother. we ate chips and played on the bed. ohh man we went all the way to suffolk to see mauricio then the train never came. merced and i talked to this male nurse for like an hour. he wanted us but ditched us for a cab. i cried and called kathleen. we skateboarded and were cool like losers at the mall. merced takes the car to the hardware store but she really comes to my house and picks me up. shit i dyed my hair so many times. michael got his little streak. aww. oh shitt buying that trunk from that gay guy down the street. aww we looked like french people with your little barrett and my blazer. oh man then we saw peter at the bus stop. OHH MAN PLAYING ON THE TENNIS COURTS IN THE RAIN! and eating donuts. awwww. making star and popeye have sex a lot when it wasn't going to work. value at bK. awww graffitti. rilo kiley. fireworks at eisenhower <333 aw the cyclone. reading choke (what a good book with a bad ending) oh man! saves the DAY! aww. michael shanking himself like an asshole and then i had to pay peter 50 bucks. me nisha and kathleen saying how i have herpes at the mall hHAHAHAHAH. oh man. how i can't control my crabs. aw, times with toni are so cute <3 damn stalkers. never seeing susan ever ;/ lol ooh alexa became a whore. what else? waiting to see the kanye west video for like weeks. the workout video one. me never seeing instant reaction. me michael and kathleen turning 17 years old. like big dorks. awwwwww i loved how things turned out. and remember kids, if renee has 20 babies, we all know i'm stealing one and saying she only had 19 just so i can steal one and show it the way to live. ok, well now for the bad news...
ten days till school!
who is excited because i surely am!
i really missed these: not doing homework, sleeping in class, wearing some gay ass panty hose, peeing in school bathrooms, eating muffins in the morning that make me vomit, making fun of the elite, hanging out with my lunch table, seeing stupid fucking ugly faces that i hate, making fun of my little indian, killing myself, and not tucking in my shirt. [note: sarcasm]
well you know what school, you can just fuck me up the ass this year because i'm fuckin out of your shit in 8 months.
i look forward to: autumn, hoodies, jackets, winter vacations, seeing my lovers in the hallways, getting good lunch periods, PDA, no drama, being a complete and total ASSHOLE to every person in school and making pretty art. i'm sick of writing. now bye.
TRIBUTE TO STAR FROM MICHAEL:
God bless Star coochieface chubbykins
he was a good hampster. loving. active. full of spirit and urine.
loved to eat like a fat old man.
and walk like one too.
god bless his little cancer ridden body.
heres to that sunflower seed bucket in the sky....
R.I.P Star: June 26, 2001 - August 28, 2004
TRIBUTE TO STAR FROM MERCED:
R.I.P.
star..
He was a good hamster...went through a lot in those 3 years..but he just couldn't take it anymore..
me + giving jen star 3 years ago = the commencement of our friendship ;]
TRIBUTE TO STAR FROM JENNY:
r.i.p. STAR june 26, 2001-august 28,2004
i love you. you found a way through every single
pair of my jeans. you ate my blankets and i fed you
sunflower seeds. you peed on my shirt and i kissed
you goodnight. you ran like a little man with big balls.
you had very large balls. merced gave you to me. i love her
and you. <333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
ok well this summer was so good but really long.
ok first my party. aw what a cute little shit it was, too. who knew all of my friends would get along. matt gave me that little wizard man. aw michael remember when we went to the beach with kimberly? hey nisha remember that time that you and i only hung out once and saw a really bad movie called DODGEBALL? kathleen remember when we had no lives together and talked to that guy stephen who thought nisha was a jamaican man and a dog? and you memorized avril and ashlee songs? ok what else happened. ohh me and matt got a lot closer. oh man coney island was the best. jodi left early ;/ the zipper. the beach. tv on the radio. THE THERMALS! holy shit i love them. death cab for cutie. i'm sorry i assumed things about them, because they rule. oh yeah i met a couple of assholes too. coughexboyfriendscough. i got over some asshole. i learned how to be sneaky and run away to matt's house without my parents knowing. hmm. i worked with crazy black people who showed me a funny time. i went to the city with michael and matt. aw and the movies too with matt. garden state <3 michael left me for paris. hmm. shit, i can't remember like anything. invader zim! pi!! :D matt's couch. AW THE FOOD SHOW haahaaha merced that was so funny. oh yeah star fucking died today :[ merced bought me popeye (she's a whore). aww pet hospitals. aww ashlee fucking simpson? who has no friends. kanye west? who REALLY has no friends?? fuck i need to go to the beach before this ends. i learned that you can go to canopies and climb trees because it's okay to feel like a kid again. i learned about some amazing music too. i also realized that college is going to fucking blow because i have no clue what to expect. SATs suck. applying for things sucks. filling out papers sucks. me, kathleen and michael never even got our permits yet. i like car rides with matt. i like late phone conversations. oh yeah i went to connecticut to visit trish. i met andrew and not josh ;/ we got sketchy 23 year old man's number. bowling and being fuckheads. playing with jason and trish raping him. going to blockbuster and looking at every movie ever. staying out till 4 am saying "i love you" and "rip out your guts" into a fan alone while trish and mary make out with boys that are funny. eating fucking CHEESE SAUCE AND WATCHING RULES OF ATTRACTION! ohh requieum for a dream. so fucked up. the village was kinda crazy. oh yeah i also got a fever for five days for no reason. mary kate and i became better friends. michael and i became BFFL because we hang out everyday. i gave michael a hickey. i gave michael a foot fetish that ialways wanted him to have. i found the fucking teacups cd steveo burned me! i made mixtapes for my pals. <3 me and michael and merced played in forests and parks. tiffany was a crazy girl. aww seeing shrek! :D jose is a little boy. me and merced played on her roof top. i actually hung out with marvin and mario once. i realized that peoples noses can be like this and like this 23923 and like this 2919122121. subway sandwiches can have more than 3938383 things on them because of merced. those subway guys hate us so much. aww michael, me and you at the park being losers. awww me and matt at the park and upstairs in my room drawing little pictures and playing guitar. aww me and matt playing video games. final fantasy seven!! and nine. orisinal.com adventures for hours at a time. michael and i have PROBLEMS. little star girl game. burning love letters. getting a fucking huge purple hickey. holy shit how could i forget burger king kids club forever. how could i forget going to the mall and movies and seeing the excorcist and not really watching the movie. those assholes wouldn't even let us into the movies. how could i forget MAKING OUT while i was on the job at the sprinkler pool. dirty. dirrrrrty. amanda and i hung out with merced and michael and kahtleen and nisha. kind of a shitty day. i felt bad. but its okay. i love merced. i just dont like when people dont get along. oh shit i also met mauricio. aw what a cute kid. oh man me and kathleen hung out with christian and meg lavi and those weird ass boys with the band that we never went to see haaha,. HOYL OMFG! haha, incubus with merced! i saw matt there too. awww what a fucking fun night. they playing anti gravity and the milkshake song. i love brandon boydd.we saw road trip aftr and that girl made out with her brother. we ate chips and played on the bed. ohh man we went all the way to suffolk to see mauricio then the train never came. merced and i talked to this male nurse for like an hour. he wanted us but ditched us for a cab. i cried and called kathleen. we skateboarded and were cool like losers at the mall. merced takes the car to the hardware store but she really comes to my house and picks me up. shit i dyed my hair so many times. michael got his little streak. aww. oh shitt buying that trunk from that gay guy down the street. aww we looked like french people with your little barrett and my blazer. oh man then we saw peter at the bus stop. OHH MAN PLAYING ON THE TENNIS COURTS IN THE RAIN! and eating donuts. awwww. making star and popeye have sex a lot when it wasn't going to work. value at bK. awww graffitti. rilo kiley. fireworks at eisenhower <333 aw the cyclone. reading choke (what a good book with a bad ending) oh man! saves the DAY! aww. michael shanking himself like an asshole and then i had to pay peter 50 bucks. me nisha and kathleen saying how i have herpes at the mall hHAHAHAHAH. oh man. how i can't control my crabs. aw, times with toni are so cute <3 damn stalkers. never seeing susan ever ;/ lol ooh alexa became a whore. what else? waiting to see the kanye west video for like weeks. the workout video one. me never seeing instant reaction. me michael and kathleen turning 17 years old. like big dorks. awwwwww i loved how things turned out. and remember kids, if renee has 20 babies, we all know i'm stealing one and saying she only had 19 just so i can steal one and show it the way to live. ok, well now for the bad news...
ten days till school!
who is excited because i surely am!
i really missed these: not doing homework, sleeping in class, wearing some gay ass panty hose, peeing in school bathrooms, eating muffins in the morning that make me vomit, making fun of the elite, hanging out with my lunch table, seeing stupid fucking ugly faces that i hate, making fun of my little indian, killing myself, and not tucking in my shirt. [note: sarcasm]
well you know what school, you can just fuck me up the ass this year because i'm fuckin out of your shit in 8 months.
i look forward to: autumn, hoodies, jackets, winter vacations, seeing my lovers in the hallways, getting good lunch periods, PDA, no drama, being a complete and total ASSHOLE to every person in school and making pretty art. i'm sick of writing. now bye.
TRIBUTE TO STAR FROM MICHAEL:
God bless Star coochieface chubbykins
he was a good hampster. loving. active. full of spirit and urine.
loved to eat like a fat old man.
and walk like one too.
god bless his little cancer ridden body.
heres to that sunflower seed bucket in the sky....
R.I.P Star: June 26, 2001 - August 28, 2004
TRIBUTE TO STAR FROM MERCED:
R.I.P.
star..
He was a good hamster...went through a lot in those 3 years..but he just couldn't take it anymore..
me + giving jen star 3 years ago = the commencement of our friendship ;]
TRIBUTE TO STAR FROM JENNY:
r.i.p. STAR june 26, 2001-august 28,2004
i love you. you found a way through every single
pair of my jeans. you ate my blankets and i fed you
sunflower seeds. you peed on my shirt and i kissed
you goodnight. you ran like a little man with big balls.
you had very large balls. merced gave you to me. i love her
and you. <333333333333333333333333333333333333333333