You ever have that feeling?
You ever have that feeling where you want to start all over?
A feeling where you want people to forget everything you've said or did and just start at the beginning?
I think college is supposed to be like that but you never have the chance to change yourself. Instead you do the same stupid shit over and over again.
You have the same opinions, never saying anything else because it's not 'safe' or because you're not secure enough in yourself to say them.
And you lose yourself in imagining you had the guts to stand up and say "No. I'm going to be truthful. I'm going to be myself no matter how painful it is to me. No matter what others say to me or how they treat me."
I wish I was strong enough to do that.
A feeling where you want people to forget everything you've said or did and just start at the beginning?
I think college is supposed to be like that but you never have the chance to change yourself. Instead you do the same stupid shit over and over again.
You have the same opinions, never saying anything else because it's not 'safe' or because you're not secure enough in yourself to say them.
And you lose yourself in imagining you had the guts to stand up and say "No. I'm going to be truthful. I'm going to be myself no matter how painful it is to me. No matter what others say to me or how they treat me."
I wish I was strong enough to do that.