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Grey's anatomy.....god's gift to mankind. in all honesty. whoever writes it needs a tony for it.
the premier was amazing and so true in so many ways.
"I feel like I'm moving in slow motion. like everything is going faster. i'm ready to act the part, to make you all more comfortable...but i don't know who this person is. i don't know this person lying on the bathroom floor in her prom dress, with a...dead fiance. i don't know who i am anymore."
it was like she read my mind.
i probably will never be able to tell anyone exactly what i felt when my dad died, but that is as close as i can get.
i dont want your pity or sympathy...i want your understanding. i want you all to realize that i'm not a whole person anymore. you're never really whole again after a death of someone close. it literally tears you apart inside. it's so difficult to do anything after it. you lose motor functions and brain power and im not joking...you lose a part of you. it sucks and i can't explain it.
i writing this because i finally feel like it. you don't have to comment with something meaningless. you don't have to say anything at all. you just need to try and understand what im going through, even a year later. it doesn't matter how long it's been. it doesn't go away that easily.
And it doesn't stop hurting.
the premier was amazing and so true in so many ways.
"I feel like I'm moving in slow motion. like everything is going faster. i'm ready to act the part, to make you all more comfortable...but i don't know who this person is. i don't know this person lying on the bathroom floor in her prom dress, with a...dead fiance. i don't know who i am anymore."
it was like she read my mind.
i probably will never be able to tell anyone exactly what i felt when my dad died, but that is as close as i can get.
i dont want your pity or sympathy...i want your understanding. i want you all to realize that i'm not a whole person anymore. you're never really whole again after a death of someone close. it literally tears you apart inside. it's so difficult to do anything after it. you lose motor functions and brain power and im not joking...you lose a part of you. it sucks and i can't explain it.
i writing this because i finally feel like it. you don't have to comment with something meaningless. you don't have to say anything at all. you just need to try and understand what im going through, even a year later. it doesn't matter how long it's been. it doesn't go away that easily.
And it doesn't stop hurting.