Feb 09, 2005 00:40
Blah. I hate my mood swings with a passion. But at least my sense of pride in myself was consistent today, because I actually sat down and did homework for almost the entire day (excluding class from 11 to 4, etc). I finished my astro a whole 3 days early, finished my psych and polisci reading, worked on next week's astro lab, and right now I'm working on stats. I think that is the most work I have done in one day all semester so far.
I needed to get ahead because tomorrow night I have to write a rather difficult political theory paper, but that will be my last responsibility for the week thank goodness. If all goes well, this weekend will be fun (as long as Saucy isn't mad at me or anything ....btw if you still read this, hi, i never know if i should write about you, some people get offended) since I will have little homework. Maximum job searching efforts will need to go into effect relatively soon.
What else....Tristan finally stopped by today, I hadn't seen him since last May!!!! That is quite a long time, but nothing much has changed. =) Except he is now in the real world and I'm still enjoying the fantasy college life. Then Henry stopped by too, so I got to show him Mirrormask and the new FFVII AC trailer. I love showing people things.
Oh well. I wish I wasn't so unsure about everything. I'm fairly content with life right now but I wish I had more reassurance and support. Its always nice to have someone say 'hey, how was your day' but that hasn't really happened in awhile. I need a dose of my own medicine, even though I'm trying really hard lately not to be my usual flaky nonresponsive self. I don't think it is working very well.
Alright wish me luck, I'm going to have some brief fun and then sleep.