i'm done

[sky_of_dreams]

yeah, i'm done.
i'm done caring.
i'm giving up.
i did everything i could.
i gave everything i could.
and well, it wasn't enough.
it's bad enough he can't accept me as i am, he even has to demean me.
he just made me hope.
he made me think he can love me.
he made me think i could be happy.
but i was so wrong.
dead wrong.
he used me, and i let him use me.
i'm not being bitter.
i'm just proclaiming that i am accepting all that has happened.
i even forgive him, because i do not want to taint my future with bitterness.
i'll just think i helped him out.
it's over.
after i write this, i'll stop texting him, dialling his number, and waiting for him to reply.
i'll stop hoping, that he'll love me.
i'll stop believing that even if i give him everything he will love me eventually.
i'll move on, focus on my work, keep myself busy.
i'll have to keep him off my mind from now on.
i'm done.