Next time I'll be braver, I'll be my own savior
Today was hard. I had a panic attack and probably regressed in a kazillion ways mentally. Its all school related. I don't know what to do. I have everyone elses opinion on what they think I should do. I know what I want. But is it short sighted? Is it all instant gratification-y?
I at least will finish this semester. Thats 9 credits I am halfway to earning and it would just be stupid to walk away now. Because if I don't quit, I'll be pissed at myself, and if I do quit and go back later I dont really want to have to take these classes again.
I guess my mom put it best. "OK, so you don't want to go to school. What do you want to do instead?" Um. I don't know. Thats the problem. And do I stay in school just because I don't know? Just because theres nothing better to do and I might as well? Well, that plan aint working so well right now.
I at least will finish this semester. Thats 9 credits I am halfway to earning and it would just be stupid to walk away now. Because if I don't quit, I'll be pissed at myself, and if I do quit and go back later I dont really want to have to take these classes again.
I guess my mom put it best. "OK, so you don't want to go to school. What do you want to do instead?" Um. I don't know. Thats the problem. And do I stay in school just because I don't know? Just because theres nothing better to do and I might as well? Well, that plan aint working so well right now.